3:06 p.m.||||2003-11-30
The thing that hung up my entire summer, the battle between good and evil in my very person, the thing that passeth understanding and which carries criminal consequences? It is nearly finished and soon I will really be free. And I'll have to pick up a new guitar, the other one having been sold. *** Holy f&*('n shite, guess what? My sister (half, who's now 20 to my 35) had a baby recently, something my father refused to discuss and didn't tell anyone during our visit made when she would have been six months along; baby's beautiful and healthy, she's young, I'm nuts and alienated from both her and my 16 year old, pubescent as hell, and the spit and image of my dad at that age - lady killah - gah - brother. I wish I hadn't decided to duck out of everyone's lives in the past ten years/ Now my dad wants to know: if he buys a bed and breakfast in North Carolina, would Dave and I want to move there to run it?