2:12 p.m.||||2004-09-20
So I got up all excited to have a great attitude today since I'm dressed well and my car smells good, and Josh likes day care and my life feels organized. And within twenty minutes of gettng here my serenity was blown. Foul language, and just general annoyance that the phone could have the nerve to ring. But again, from the the client side they never ever suspect what I'm really feeling - I'm a terrific liar for the most part. I also force myself to smile warmly when I speak because I know that it's reflected in the tone of my voice.
Don't know why I'm bummed, except I'm sore from moving stuff around yesterday, I had breakfast at 6:30 am and was starving again in an hour, my contacts are dry in my eyes. and I have a blinding headache. But other than that, I should be in a great mood.
Oh, and the other receptionist took the day off which makes me feel guilty for wanting the simple things, like lunch and my two ten minute breaks.
Gotta go date stamp. Lter