8:22 a.m.||||2004-07-27
I am so sorry I have been so lax - what a dull bore, huh.
I have a doctor's appointment today. I need to request sleeping meds but don't know if they do that. I mean, they should, right? I'm not med seeking - I'm trying to med escape. But the sleep thing. Agh. Aggghhhh. If I lived in a real city, I could go to a clinic and have at least three choices to deal with my current situation.
What I need is about a week of no responsibility and no freedom. No job, no Josh and no way to think. It's such a vicious cycle. Stay tuned.....