2:26 p.m.||||2004-05-14

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No offense to those who would lurk - big brother - then corner and imprison me to prove how few civil liberties I/we do have, but there has been no more appalling time in my own life to be an American. Disgust, dismay.

My mom and I talk about this a lot and agree that it sucks to be told that you have freedom and democracy but to know for certain, that it isn't the truth and there is no such thing as representation of my own beliefs in fucking anything American I see these days.

I didn't come for that.

I've had Lazy's last entry in my head for days....and "been havin some hard travelin - I though you know'd" banging around like marbles. I know. I know'd/ Did you know?

I am. Havin some hard hard travelin myself.

Since I do this here I can't really ever write here now. I work a lot. And I struggle.

I might have to move this soon. And then never update from here again.

I would tell you if I could, darlings, believe it.