3:05 p.m.||||2002-07-21
So I had to come here to figure out the dates I actually worked that cretin job and thought...eh, maybe I'll tell you that I am trying to fill out the paperwork for Medicaid and it sucks. Really. A lot.
In other news, my new books rawk. And my son rawks. And Dave is worried and yet, rawks anyway. And the overuse of this word does not....
And now, for your viewing pleasure...hold on...lemme go upload...now while that's working I'll try to think of some other stuff to say.
Do you think it's lame that I'm no longer using a template I made? I'm kinda starting to battle with that a little, don't know why, 'cause I love this template..and I have a little humming "State that I am in" when I first see it (yes, Belle and Sebastian.) I just needed a break from viewing my inadequacies that only I know about....I am such a farking perfectionist - this will bode well when I am become employable but leads to compulsive dissatisfaction when it comes to my personal sites. And if I want to quit feeling challenged I should probably quit lurking aorund Lex's site in the first place. Do you realize, it will be because of her inspiration that my life completely changed course? I was thinking about that the other day. And it will also be because heckafresh first showed me how to "bold" that the process began? And if I had never had my son who knows whether I would even be computer literate? Ah...memories, like the corner of my mind (said tune, incidentally, when I was twelve, I could play on the piano, briefly)(But then my parents got divorced and we could no longer afford piano lessons and in a couple years I forgot how to read sheet music. Sigh.)(But in the time when my mother and I both knew how she became obsessed with "The entertainer" and played it for six years non-stop, even after the piano went out of tune and we couldn't afford to tune it...and we always used to argue about how if she messed up she would stop and start over and I kept insisting she go all the way through.)
Ok, photos dowloaded. Hold on a sec....
Titles are mouseovers...