9:51 p.m.||||2002-07-10
It's funny....I COMPLETELY forgot the night I redid my template. I did it on a whim, and so, here it is. But I was so surprised when I saw it again. Anyway, you know how much I love Lex's stuff and I got fed up with my last one.
Eh.
Eh, eh.
So Julio's cat dying was a pretty sad thing. I've been in a weird space mentally since. I am reading a book of children's letters to Judy Blume...great stuff. It brings back, full force, however, the misery that was childhood. I think I am still learning what's "normal" and not, and it's surprising how much of the heartache these kids share was at one point my own.
Eh.
Tonight we are going out to this bar to hear lazylotus spin. I spent 45 minutes looking for something to wear that isn't a. totally dorky and b. totally smelly. I am wearing the uniform. Black jeans, black tank top, black flip-flops: I look like mother of the dark. Just like the wife I am, but be-decked in black. EH.
I took some pictures of J and myself this a.m. The first one, where I am caught stupidly trying to set up the time delay looks like I have ten chins, and my complection looks ashy. I got one spinning the chair with Josh in it that's nice and blurry and interesting. I look ten feet tall.
I am tired and spaced out and need to go do something about my skin tone.
Peace.