9:48 a.m.||||2001-11-19

Shutterflake

I wish I knew why that stupid white crap appears around the border in this picture - it's blinding, I know. Sorry. Isn't this hilarious? (The photo I mean...) I have been photo freaky lately but haven't had the patience to upload, since 8/10 (which would be 4/5 - DUH) of the time "Shutterfly" causes an unknown error and shuts me down. When it works, it rules. Except for that white...da da da da. This will be a come back and post several times day, because I have to get off the line and call Julio, who is coming over later, to ask him to bring along some coffee. Very important. Sooo...I'm-a-gonna finish up shutterflake and call his Julio-ness and then come back...so you come back later too, kay?

I have had the busiest weekend, baby-wise, ever. As you can see, he' sitting straight up, almost unsupported, his balance is improving, and he's into cereal, bananas, and peas (!) hardcore. A week ago he was still rolling stuff around on his tongue before squirting it back out, now he's a pro, although chewing to him means tucking in his lower lip and making the most intense popeye face. He looks so much like my dad in the eyes...and D in the rest of his visage. He also has the very tip of my nose, its same boxiness.

I dunno...

Well. Julio is here, brought me McDonald's and coffee...he has a week of e-mail to catch up on and so..I have more of the weekend to talk about - it was quite interesting actually - and later this week I leave for LV, so I won't be updating for a bit. So if you made it this far and want details, I'll come back and edit later. Peace.

I COULD FUCKING CRY. I just finished about five more paragraphs that I've been working on for an hour...that was it, folks. I'm pissed - I don't want to try to recreate what I just fucking wrote. I hit "edit" accidentally and was bounced. Shit.

Whatever. The weekend was good ,low-key, I got out Friday and Saturday AND Sunday afternoons. I saw my girlfriend, I felt solid. We didn't go out out this weekend and that was fine. The baby was business as usual...busy busy busy! I wrote this all in great detail literally fucking minutes ago and now my heart is not in it. I am sorry.

I wish I could go out and buy a six pack, I'm so disgusted. Well, I'll do a little send-off tomorrow before we leave for LV> Sorry this weren't so damn interestin' after all.